So happy that finally i able to match the Ghee flavour though it's not 100% the same but my senior said it's better that the competitor's flavour..... I still got one final flavour to match which is cola and it's impossible to match cola flavour... so just try my best to get the same profile as the competitor's.....

Still few more weeks to go....soon will be December... hopefully my probation will end and salary will increase.... hahahah..... can't wait for it.... quite enjoy working in the lab.... but sometimes get really stress out..... especially when ppl are to stubborn to listen to your advise... so i just do what i suppose to do and don wan to bother too much about others.... just advise them when they really needed my help...... mmmm

Today's flavour ----- mmm..., i don't really like it because the flavour will eventually "stick" to my hand and i smelt like cheese the whole day.... so, back to the point. Today's flavour that i'm going to match is Ghee. Check my GC's results...found out that the competitor's flavour contain lots of ethyl butyrate (it smell fruity - like banana ! ) and butyric acid (smell like butter). I add in all the chemicals according to what it shown on the GC results but too bad, it turn out to be to sour (like lemon)... i add too much limonen ...hmmm.... again, using the smelling strip, dip into the competitive's flavour and smell it again. It smell like butter with fruity notes....the end note smell a bit oily.....mmmm....should i put in ethyl oleate more or 2,4 decadienal more?? I wonder....Sigh...
i still got 2 flavours to match.... all urgent urgent urgent !!!!
Tomorrow will continue doing my GHEE flavor and i'll definetly smell like cheese again.....

Cola flavour - Pending
Soy Sauce Flavour - Pending as well

By the way, good news that our customer finally requested the flavour which my colleague and I matched.... so happy..... hehehe

Never been so stressful as today..... Maybe i give myself too much pressures.....i almost breakdown. Luckily i have good colleagues...keep supporting me... Thank you very much to them....

It's has been 24 years since he left us. I almost forgot how he looks like but i still remembered the smell of cigarette from his breathe, on his shirt, in his room. I still remembered how he always lie to me that the chocolate he bought is not for me. I still remembered how he always give a blank drawing paper and colour pencil for me to draw. I still remembered how he always let me stand on his feet and walk around like a robot. I still remembered how he cane my brothers for not getting a good results. I still remembered when he come back home late at night, everyone will quickly switch off the computer and run to bed. I still remembered how he always give me money to buy a pack of cigarette for him and the extra money for me to buy sweets. I still remembered.....still remembered how he came to my grandma house just to see me, hug me and kiss me...then he went off.....that was the last time i saw him...............
I miss him...... Though the time we spend together is short but i know he is the greatest person i ever know.... Daddy... i really miss you. I just want to tell you that i miss you.... i always do...

Last week, company's consultant from South Africa came to visit us and helping us solving our problems..... It was a great ! At first we were afraid to approach him. But it was a big big mistake for not talking to him because he was a genius ! He was an amazing person i ever met. A very good educator and give a lot of ideas to us. I can't wait to attend his class this Saturday. His existence make me excited and want to know more about the flavour industry. I have so many questions to ask him.... but before that, will need to read some books...hahaha....

Addicted with the series from sex and the city though it's been quite an "old" series... watching it the second time ---love it !!! Love Carrie Bradshaw style and fashion... :) wish could dress up like her but sadly to said that i don't have the body for it...hahahaha

It's been some times i didn't update my blog...Guess nothing important to write about.
Well i finally get my Master ! YAHOO ! and i'm now working... so what's next?? hMMMM.....
Past few weeks i got an offer letter to attend an interview (government). I didn't go for it, though my family was quite happy. But i made my decision, i want to stay working in the lab...may think of furthering my study again...but not at the moment. Last week, i get another call asking me to go for an interview. It was from a big company. At first i wanted to go but this morning i rejected it. I hope i made the right choice....mmmmmm

Well Last month thing turn bad when this stupid bitch said that i didn't "respect" her... Yeah right.. i really hate her now and i hope i won't see her face anymore. I've been patient all these while. But now she really pissed me off. Hate her so much. I wish i could just forget about her existence ......
hai.....what kind of person is she ..... such an idiot bitch.... been to many places....been to so many seminars but still think like a 1 year old girl...... wanted others to respect her....can you please respect others first..... really disappointing......
Hai..... forget bout it....